I wrote this as an honest reflection of what I was feeling inside during my state of depression. I was done with self pity and needed another avenue of venting. I was on a state of elevated aggression and for the first time, I had hyper tension as a diagnosis. I had to get better for myself because I was too young to feell ike this.
lyrics
Girl you know there’s something wrong
Cause when I look at you when I play this song
You think that it’s for you
Yeah its true cause late last night
My tears against your heartless voice said
"I’m just another guy"
So what do you say to all these things I said An emotional wreck, you might say
But I’ll find the words to describe
All the passion that I had deep inside for you
Your words like knives
On a dinner plate
The scratching sound just penetrates
The core that was our trust
And I have done all I can
To let go of my desire for you
But I guess its too late; I keep coming back to you
It’s like a bad dream waking up
and realizing that she’s in love
With someone else
It’s like a bad dream knowing that
I won’t feel the same inside
And you found your alibi to let me go